Torn in between the two


fuck . cynthia was right . there , i said it . why the hell does he have to be so cute and caring for ? why does he have to be the sweetest thing yet ? why does he happen to have the qualities that i've been looking for in a guy ? cute , sweet , smart , funny . . is going somewhere in life , has his own tshirt line , drives , focused , ugh everything ! FML . why does he have to come in my life now ? why do I* have to come into HIS now ? clearly this is bad timing . . . or is it ? this all may just be the 'right timing' . i'm confused as fuck . and so is he . so now what ? just go along with the flow and hope no one gets hurt ? are you shittin' me ? someone's bound to hurt , and he's mosdef too sweet to ever get hurt . his actions really do speak louder than words . this is what i look for in man . . not one with all words , but one who is mature enough to genuinely show it . and he does . . he really does . then there's mr. ifunaya who lives in tim buck two . fucking houston . . he obviously cannot physically show me that he cares . and yet , my feelings are still deep for him . . 1300 miles really is a test to see how far love can go . stupid me . stupid uncontrollable feelings . stupid distance . although it's very early , this guy is such a keeper already . . and he lives in canada . . in this country cotdammit ! why the hell does life happen this way ? who really knew china dude and i would be talking again ? after how long . . after how far he is . screw it . he's cute , we're cute . he's confused , i'm confused . he's fighting , i'm not . he's chillin , i'm bitchin . his gf - my bf . . at the end of the day , i'm still torn . .

+ MONTREAL LEGAL PARTYING 9 DAYS



From Past Till Now at-
Wednesday, May 06, 2009



AT FIRST GLANCE


Noralee Yarra

I am more than
I know myself to be

I'm bka NY/New York/Shortiee. I'm eighteen & got my own thing goin`. Please refrain from getting at me. The COmpany is where I've been at since 2007, if you catch my drift. I absolutely love my family and selected few. I don't know where I'd be without them. I am looking forward to being this years 2008/2009 graduating class of d'Youville Secondary School. I'm honour roll student and have been accepted to York U, Brock U, and Ryerson U; but I have accepted York University's offer already :). I love to sing in the shower or washroom because of the echo. I absolutely LOVE food; and for those who know me , I may be a very petite lady , but I can sure eat a lot , if I'm comfortable with you. Green Tea Frappuccino's = my favourite love. I'm a I'm a very down to earth person. I would say that I'm sweet , just don't get on my bitchy side. At first, I may seem shy, but I'm a very wild party girl, from what I've been told. I refuse to hold grudges because life's too short for them.

“For tomorrow
belongs to the people who
prepare for it today”


Monday, May 6th : Dress fitting #3
 Tuesday, May 5th : Dress fitting #4
Thursday, May 7th : Erika Fernandez' 18th Birthday !
Saturday, May 9th : Outing ;)
Sunday, May 10th : Momma's day / Baby shower
Wednesday, May 13th : Camille's 18th Birthday !

CAN YOU FEEL THE BEAT



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